Trusting and connecting

Days, weeks, and months passed by when the angel and J slowly come together. First, the girl began to listen to what this miraculous creature was saying to her. She trusted her immediately, because she knew that angels did not lie. But if somebody would ask her about thet, she would denide it all with a smile on her face.  Of course, no one in her circle of people has hear what she heard. All the receives information about a different worlds, about flying, deciding on important things, affecting others without knowing them. Only who would believe such a world exists. J believed and her faith led her to the next crucial event.

The day came when her angel was not there for her. What surprised and confused her a little. She was used to a day-to-day company, that she did not receive. She somehow found herself and live her life, like nothing was wrong. She went to school, talked, and pretended to be an ordinary student. The time she spent among people, got her nerves. She knew that she could not exploit her power, even though that day she would like to ruined the vocal cords for someone, injured its arm, or even psychologically harmed a human being. She prefers to hurry home, still nervous and strongly upset.

But J also did not relax at home. She lived with her family, who was not even considerate to her state or that she had problems. Everything become too much for her. So she decided in a hurry to relax with a bath. She ignored her family and time. When the bathtub was filled to the top with water she sank into it. She did not hear anything. No miraculous beings that would whisper to her ear, no family that would argue about small stuff and, above all, no lies. She was alone with her. She heard her thoughts that she had to do something. Something important.

»Breathe !!!«

She rose from the water and tokes a deep breathe. The first tear of knowledge came from her eyes. She wanted to live. She wanted to help people. After a couple of those breaths, she saw her. Angel lady was at her side. Her smiling and proud face of her Angel. She said proudly:

"You chose light."

J smiled slightly and starts crying. Shocked by the realization that she wanted to drown herself. Only when did she fall so low that she wanted to finish her life. Just why did she wanted to end it.

Later, the angel explained to her that it was just a test. Every person at birth decides whether to be good or not. She did not need this because she represents the life of earth. Now, when she gained self-confidence and formed a personality, she had to decide. She decided to be a good soul and help saving the planet and people.